means leaving mosaicism I am getting a bachelors degree in asking questions and learning how to make observations. Perhaps I'm learning some good vocabulary too. It hasn't resolved these questions about God, only helped me articulate them. The most helpful thing, and perhaps the reason I ended up in Seattle (if God is sovereign) was for my counseling and for that late night almost break up with Eric: guided, gracious, free growth, the other nail clawing, vulnerable, strength. For a dancer, center is what gives you balance. Some people say it's in your abs, some, your lower ribcage. You bend into a plie and take off into a million tiny spins or a grand leap across the floor, but still, you are rooted into the ground. Its like walking barefooted or coming home. Things that bring me to center: solitaire my bed my mom wind reading roomates |