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Name: becca
Gender: Female


Interests: japanese lanterns. art. being suprised by people. white summer dresses. wind. fog. cappaccinos. ballet. photography.i like to read poetry and stories. i like to be loved. i dont like religion. i love my abba. i love music and thinking and doing. its nice to sit down and cuddle up a feather comforter around me and read emily dickenson and listen to acoustic music. i love color. and laughter. running. tea. putting thoughts into more than thoughts; feelings into more that feelings. I love when God shakes me outside of my self.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Art


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Member Since: 5/5/2006

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Tuesday, May 27, 2008

finding center

means leaving mosaicism

I am getting a bachelors degree in asking questions and learning how to make observations. Perhaps I'm learning some good vocabulary too.

It hasn't resolved these questions about God, only helped me articulate them.

The most helpful thing, and perhaps the reason I ended up in Seattle (if God is sovereign) was for my counseling and for that late night almost break up with Eric: guided, gracious, free growth, the other nail clawing, vulnerable, strength.

For a dancer, center is what gives you balance. Some people say it's in your abs, some, your lower ribcage. You bend into a plie and take off into a million tiny spins or a grand leap across the floor, but still, you are rooted into the ground. Its like walking barefooted or coming home.

Things that bring me to center:
solitaire
my bed
my mom
wind
reading
roomates


Sunday, May 20, 2007

Today was my last day at work...

I just threw away my nasty shoes

North Carolina in 2 weeks!

Eric in less than that!


Sunday, February 11, 2007

There are slugs glued to my door


Tuesday, January 16, 2007

after two months of deliberation, my Wheaton application is in.
finished.
finito.
done


Sunday, January 07, 2007

my dog smells like a dead rabbit
like a wet dead rabbit



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